So a couple years ago, some shit went down where I was royally screwed byt a friend. I mean, HARD CORE . I basically wrote her out of my life, told her she was a shitty ass person and I wanted nothing to do with her. Now, I am trying to gain back that friendship. I'm not sure why. I think i'm tired of being a bitchy old nag that holds grudges for ever. There is no reason to live that way. While we will never be best friends again, I hope to still be in her life. I have been happy. I don't want to harbor hate and aggression. Its negative. I am slowly eliminating all removable negativity from my life. So for these reasons I guess, I am apologizing to her.